The thing about life that dissatisfies me that most is that the human brain comprehends time in a singularly linear way. I mean really, it’s completely unfair that when I meet a person I can only know them from that point onward. It should be possible that when you have intimate knowledge of the molecular alignment of a person, their entire timeline unfolds before you. I want to know every way the people I love have ever been. Loving a fellow human being is simultaneously mourning every second of them lost to you by the rigid forward-moving construct of the human experience. Maybe I’ll take up meditation in an attempt to collapse the part of my brain keeping me from that. If Heaven were a thing, I’d like to imagine it as total immersion into the honest being of those you love and adore most. A humming buzzing essence.

A few days ago someone posted an article about some professor or scientist of whatever who had this theory -and proof, allegedly- that things that are to happen in the future (or ARE happening, but to us and our linear minds it’s the future, yadda yadda time-space-shit confuses me, wibbly wobbly timey wimey TARDIS nonsense) are affecting us in the present. I really wanted to read it but I think I was viewing Tumblr on my phone or something and didn’t get the chance to, and I wasn’t smart enough to ‘like’ the post, and I’m LOSING MY MIND TRYING TO FIND IT. So if any of ya’ll know I’m talking about, point me in the right direction? Thanks! x