December 2010
58 posts
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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bloodboilingandstreaming: I ruin everything. Who told you love was fleeting?
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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See? Aren't things better off this way?
You don’t give a fuck, and I feel like I’m getting stabbed in the chest every time I think about you. Glad I didn’t mail that letter today. None of it matters.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to...”
– Jack Kerouac (via eatsky)
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Anonymous asked: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YemhxC9OpSw
Dec 30th
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Listenmemmisaurus: Fyfe Dangerfield - Barricades ...
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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“You can’t say it that way any more. Bothered about beauty you have to ...”
– And Ut Pictura Poesis Is Her Name - John Ashbery
Dec 23rd
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“[T]he world is real, but… the self perceives the world only in a glass, darkly....”
– Russell Kirk, Eliot and His Age. (via manicheanism)
Dec 23rd
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constantly on the verge of a panic attack
and i’m so tired, but i can’t sleep because when i lie in the dark all quiet and still i keep thinking about the inevitability of death and this cold rush of fear sinks through me. i begin to feel the stretch of my muscles, the veins and fat, the chemicals under my skin, and it’s like a slow, freezing burn. there is not a single thing i can do about this. go mad or die. go mad or...
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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Listenthedarkmargin: You Are The Moon- The Hush...
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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“I feel an irresistible desire to wander, and go to Japan, where I will pass my...”
– Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)
Dec 22nd
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“Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing.”
– Ben Franklin (via notwritenow)
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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The slope of my legs growing away from me. The scars and scrapes and freckles and craters where the world pushes in to the skin too deep. Pale limbs curving away from me. The fragile bones of my ankles and the arches and soles of my feet. I have known these soft angles and curves of my body for so many years. The deep lines in the knuckles of my hands, like my mothers. The fold of my bent arms....
Dec 21st
Anonymous asked: keep on, keepin' on
Dec 21st
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“Perhaps we don’t like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size,...”
– Sufjan Stevens (via littlewishjar)
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Heart status:
broken.
Dec 18th
bloodboilingandstreaming-deacti asked: chelsea, i know you did not just ask gianna that question.

INCEPTION. INCEPTION, HAVE YOU NOT SEEN IT?
Dec 18th
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Eggnog and oreos and talking to two of my favorite people, bloodboilingandstreaming and bunktrunkskunkfunk. How do you apologize to and comfort someone that seems to hate you? The sadness and quiet and distance was both of ours; the resentment and bitterness my own doing. Always making things worse. What can I do to make things right? Listening to The Morning Light and rubbing my eyes and...
Dec 18th
staying alive: oh my god, things are hitting me →
bloodboilingandstreaming: listen. we are a world grown from definitions and education, facts based on things that others understand but we sometimes don’t. most things have been explained, trees, weather, and machines. words, feelings, and chemicals. things are mostly simple. yes, there are threads of things still left…
Dec 18th
“Some old Johnny says there are three cures for ennui: sleep, drink, and travel.”
– D. H. Lawrence, Women In Love (via thebastardzacharypearse)
Dec 18th
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“I’m sorry that I’m so self-destructive and that you’re stuck with the collateral damage. I’m not the only human being allowed to have flaws, I know this.” I need to say this to so many people.
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
Dec 18th
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Notice how I'm systematically cutting people out...
Snip, snip.
Dec 18th
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“Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.”
– The Catcher in the Rye (via mannschaftorgasm)
Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
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I'm realizing
my Tumblr makes me seem like I take myself, and the entire world, way more seriously than I actually do. Ho hum, buck up emo kid, yadda yadda. I’m the biggest loser you’ll ever know. I’ve heard my company does wonders to others self-confidence. Let’s go skate on frozen ponds and set stuff on fire and get waffles and sing The Temptations, or something. P.S. If you...
Dec 12th
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ListenRemember when this was my favorite song? Remember...
Dec 11th
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th